Monday, January 29, 2007

Why?


Have you ever been in love with someone expecting that he loves you too? My friend has. But does this guy loves her in return?

She has been in love many times but she has never felt this thing with this guy. She has loved him very much that she even loved him more than herself. She first met him at the first day of school. When she met him, she thought she was going to faint. Every time she sees him and the guy looks at her, it's like it's her best time in her life. But one time, a friend told her a bad news.

Her friend told her that this guy who she is in love with has a crush on one of her schoolmates. Of course you can tell her reaction! She was sad. She hated the world. She hated that girl. But not until then, she realized that it is not the girls fault. So she just moved on. Then her feelings for this guy came back again. And now she wanted to tell the guy how much she loves him. So that it won't be too late.

So one day, she wanted to tell the guy how much she loves him but then when she was a little bit farther from him, she freaked out! She told herself, "there is still tomorrow". And so she just went back.

When tomorrow came, she has to tell the guy about her feelings. And unfortunately, she chickened out again. Her bestfriend told her that how can she tell him about her feelings if she always chicken out? So at night she planned that she will just tell him if he is just alone. But she doesn't know where he is alone. She told herself no matter what happens, she will have to do it.

And then it came. When she arrived at school she was really nervous. She thinks that she can't do it anymore. Not until the guy came up and approached her. She told herself "this is it.Time to --" but then someone called the guy! It was his bestfriend. The guy told her that can she meet him at the canteen because he wants to borrow something. My friend agreed and at last she will have to tell him about her feelings.

When she arrived at the canteen, she saw the guy and approached him. And when she sat down, the guy told him if he can borrow one of her books. My friend said yes and then told the guy that she has something to tell him. The guy told her to tell him. She told him that he was really a nice guy. She also told him that she has not felt this way before. When she was about to tell him about her feelings, a girl called out to the guy. But wait! She has heared that voice before! And when this girl came up, she was shocked! It was her another bestfriend! Then her bestfriend sat down next to the guy. Her friend told her that this guy, in front of her is her boyfriend. She never believed it at first but the guy personally told her that it was true. She wanted to stay away. She told the guy that she has to go because she has something to do.

When she walked out, she went directly to her teacher asking if she can cut classes because she is not feeling well. Her teacher permitted her and asked her to go home directly. When she arrived at her house, her brother invited her to eat but she neglected. She went directly in her room and then she cried. She cried a lot. And did you know? This is her first time to cry over a guy.

She didn't came to school the next day. She just came back the day after tomorrow. She just let herself to move on and find another guy. And until now, she is still suffering from this disastrous and devastating thing.
It has been proven again that love is really UNFAIR.....

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